Not Many Thingz to Say

I was very proactive this evening:

I went to Aquacize. I picked up some groceries on the way home. Made enough dinner to last me through the week (so I don't have to cook on show nights). Prepared the salad-in-a-bag that I bought (I like mushrooms in my salad). I loaded and unloaded the dishwasher. I tidied up a tiny corner of my living room. I checked my e-mail. I caught up on my blog reading and webcomics.

I didn't clean the bathroom.

Now That Nez Iz Calm...

Thanks everyone, for all the concern and loving encouragement. I appreciate it.

Now that I'm not so tired and emotional and upset, let me say a few things about the last post.

I was very tired and emotional the night I wrote that; and, looking back, I made it a bigger deal than it really was. After I had a good night's sleep, I felt just fine and no longer upset.

The basic story is this:

There are two very important men in my life: my boyfriend and my best friend. And for some reason, getting the two of them together in the same place at the same time is extremely difficult. That night there was a chance that it could happen, but it didn't. I was just feeling very disappointed in that and upset that I couldn't make it happen. It's really important to me that these two people get along (and maybe even become friends!) because they are both so very special to me.

And while it still bothers me a bit that I just can't make these get-togethers happen, I shouldn't have been upset at one of them for backing out; it was a legitimate reason. Sometimes, you just can't make it out.

But I shall keep trying. And I shall take your advice and keep expressing myself until he gets it.
And thanks, LizBird, for the funny story, it made me smile. :)
Also, if I ever need a warm beverage and a bitch session, I now have a whole list of people I can call! Thanks!

So that's where I'm at. Again, thanks to all my loving friends for your advice and concern for my well-being. Reading the comments on that last post was like having a big e-hug.

Love! Muah!

Dizstressed

All I wanted to do was put a fucking post on my blog. And somehow Google has fucked up the login. The last two times I've tried to log in, it tells me I have a wrong password. The only way in is to reset it each time.

It just makes me cranky. Blogger was just fine until Google came along and started messing with it.

Anyway, what I wanted to post was a question to all my e-friends who have significant others and/or long term relationships.

How many times do you have to explain when something is really important to you before they get it? At what point do you give up and how do you not let it threaten your relationship?

I love my boyfriend very much, but this is something I've been struggling with since the beginning. I've explained several times that it's really important to me, but...

And I don't want it to damage the relationship, but I can't help it from hurting my feelings a little more each time.

Is it me? Am I asking too much? If so, how do I let this go and move on?

Traffic Woez

Dear Guy In Front Of Me In Traffic The Other Day,

You sped into the intersection after the light turned yellow, so you could get around the corner that much faster. But clearly you failed to notice that there was already traffic in the intersection., and it wasn't moving because it was rush hour and the other light further up was red. You were then blocking oncoming traffic. That makes you a jerk.

And to the white rental car that ran a stop sign in order to cut me off,
You're an asshole.


I feel better now.